rejecting the scraps...

I have new thoughts tonight. well, thought s that have finally surfaced.
WARNING: I am drinking cheesey Knots Landing white wine, blush actually
But, listen:
I am going to apply to nursing schools, in other cities than Las Vegas.
Why should I roll over for anything less than passion and the complete experience?
You see, I want to be a GREAT nurse, not just a mediocre one.
UNLV turns out a ton of "o.k" nurses. Now, I am a firm believer that you get out what you put in, so i believe I can graduate from their program and be good....
But why? Why should I stay in a place that I hate?
Because I'm afraid of the unknown? No.
Because I have made this experience a martyrdom in my head? No

I want fullness and vibrancy and the depth of this experience...
I am rejecting the scraps.