Ramblings..

I'm in a weird mood...
maybe its because all day my skin's been hot and sticky, no matter what I do I'm hot. I layed against the cool kitchen tile and read for awhile when no one was home this morning...And still this house feels like a roach motel today.
maybe it's that I'm so poor right now I couldn't afford my coffee this morning and all I've eaten all day is almonds. I hate money.
maybe its that I've felt really thirsty all day, and no matter how much I drink I can't quench my thirst.
I've ignored all my calls today...What would I have to say? "I'm hot and thirsty and bored. How are you?"
maybe it's cause I listened to Nick Cave first thing this morning...You know what? I'm declaring it right now: I don't like new weird music. I don't think something merits being called good just because it's different. I try to be forward thinking...But you know what? Give me what I know, give me a sweet melody I've already cried and laughed to. Give me what's comfortable. Poop on a canvas isn't art.
maybe it's because my hair does weird things in the heat and humidity, so every time I look in the mirror I get frustrated.
Maybe its because my lungs are EXTRA wheezy today...Like their chuckling under their breath..."HAHA...You'll be in the Dr. office in a week...HA"
Maybe its because I skipped church..Again today.
I'm going to go lay in the kitchen and drink iced water. I'd never thought I'd say this, but I just wish Monday would get here already.